questions!

why do I still shiver?
my heart beats faster.
sweat like a pig.
excited to be there.
nervous i might do something stupid.
or shout something lame.
'somebody' might hear it.
having cold feet,everytime!
finding difficult to face it.
why?
it's been so long and yet,
i still shiver.
i'm still excited about it.
why?


why can't you fix the water heater?
i can't do this every morning!!!!!